Just venting.

My boyfriend of 4 years and I talked about marriage last night and he’s not even thinking about it. He’s not ready one bit and said he doesn’t know when (or if) he ever will be.

I’ve been ready to marry him for well over a year now and I think in my heart and in my head I broke up with him last night. I feel so unattached now. This is the “inevitable” I knew would come someday if he couldn’t propose but I think I’m ready to start separating from him. It’s such an awful realization, but it’s so real now.

Just venting. I don’t have any non-judgmental people in my life I can tell this to. Just a bunch of “I told you so”s...

Thanks for listening.