To test or not to test out trigger...

So this is our first cycle with IUI. We have done a few medicated cycles with timed BD but no success. Those cycles I tested out trigger....last cycle I got myself excited because I thought the trigger was out, and a few days later got a faint positive only to see it fade away again. Anyway, I’m not sure why but this cycle is killing me already. I’m only 4dpt, 3dpIUI. I REALLY want to test out trigger again, but my hubby is worried it’ll add more stress to me. For me in a sense it’s nice to be able to mentally prepare for when I have my hcg blood draw. Ugh I’m so torn!!!!