So today i had a doctors appointment for a yeast infection and i was told today that when i had my last pap exam i had abnormal cells and not to worry about it and i was told that i can schedule my next annual appointment in September. I don’t know why she even told me cause now I’m worried i might have it. Honestly when i started having sex was at 14 i got on birth control and that messed up my cycle. So i thought maybe that’s why my abnormal bleeding. Now my stomach always and i mean always hurted and my pelvic area been hurting but i thought it was because i had two kids. I honestly do not know what’s going on with my body. I’m just scared and i need to be here for my girls. I love them and i can’t leave them 😭. And i always felt something was seriously wrong with me.