I can't believe myself !!!

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I was watching "I didn't know I was pregnant" and the cutest baby was on the screen and I just started bawling my eyes out ... Then the show finished and ads came on and I was still crying.... And I couldn't understand why I was crying !!! 
​... I want my own little baby so bad! 
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AF two days late bfns at 14 DPO and just gave up on testing.