Boy Rantt

I really hate how complicated my relationship with him is getting!! Ugh we have never had sex or anything. We are just friends but we text every second. Our conversations are about normal everyday stuff or just us making fun of eachother, but nothing crazy or any flirting? I have been trying to stop with the everyday texts bc Idk why we do it & two I just feel like im tryna win him over or some shit but lowkey. I have always had a little crush on him but he doesnt know that. Im really trying to ignore him so that I dont get too attached to him & start creating things in my head. And I feel like he knows exactly wtf hes doing too soo he keeps texts me back too nonstop 😫 I dont mind being his friend but I guess I wanna see if he likes me or not soo I can stop being on the edge and not look at our relationship as weird