Faith in Trouble

How do you keep your faith when your world around you is falling apart? my husband and I have been trying to get pregnant since like November of last year and we have been unsuccessful. Tuesday I made the decision to get back on birth control to try to help regulate my cycle and hormones to see if it would help us get pregnant. my husband also just lost his job and I dont start my new one until August. Help me please! I feel like everything is falling apart and I dont know what to do. I dont feel comfortable enough talking to anybody at my church because of the fact that we were trying before we were married but I have PCOS and I'm really struggling with my faith right now...