Feeling like a failure

Heather

Hi all, I need to vent or express my feelings. I have really no one to talk to about this. I had my 1st <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> on 7/10. I was not sure what to expect,actually had alot of hope on one hand but on the other ive been reading alot of not positive results. Im discouraged, depressed, but holding out hope. Im not due for my blood test until 7/25, but due to anxiety and excitement I took a test... & it's negative!!!! Im quite upset but figure *that's what I get*. I know i shouldn't beat myself up but hard not too. Am i too early testing? Could I still get a positive result? Help, please!! 😔