Af suppose to be here today

Ash • Mommy to Sterling 10 October 16 Jensen 25 August 19

Just venting. Af is suppose to show her ugly face today. Been cramping really bad and feeling very wet down there it keeps tricking me making me think af is here but it’s not. I’m hoping she stays away and I get a positive soon. I tested a few days ago it was negative but I’m hoping it was just to early and I get my positive. But since I’m cramping so bad I feel like she should make her arrival pretty soon which leaves me all in my feels :/