Scary emotions

Megan

My fiancé and I have been trying for a baby for such a long time it seems and I just gets so stressful. I have depression and anxiety so my hormones and emotions are all over the place along with pcos. I kinda feel like when we first met he acted differently with me and I felt like I wasn’t stressing him that I was helping take away his stress and be able to play and cuddle cutely. But now it feels like my hormones are all over the place and all I can do is stress him out, it feels like we dont play anymore (when I say play, I mean like I love tickling him mainly just because I love his silly laugh).

I know that if I do get pregnant than I’m gonna be even more stressful and hormonal which leads me to fear that he might leave me or make him feel awful. I’m so scared about it! He is the best thing in my life and I always feel like he could do so much better but I’m just so glad he is with me. I just don’t know what I would do if he left especially for I’m pregnant! Any advice?