As of today, I'm at 1 week in after having my IUD inserted. It's been a rollercoaster ride, I've experienced cramping 🙄, light spotting, and mood swings. The worse mood swing I've had these last few days has been getting real fucken irritated when people don't shut up! 😡 like dude stfu!! I've been battling Uterine Cancer since 2016 and it's been a struggle to keep it away... I was at some point taking Megestrol 80mg 2x a day with metformin 850 mg. 2x day. Had it good for almost a full year and now it's back again since October 2017, now the treatment was Megestrol 40mg 2x day with metformin 850 2x day. 💊 Since my last MRI showed no signs of the cancer spreading anywhere else other than the baby womb, well my doctor decided to insert an IUD and continue the hormonal therapy with Megestrol 40mg. 2x day!

I literally found out that my cancer is at border line of turning into stage 2. It sucks because, I was really hoping that some where down the line I can become a mom! I want to be able to experience the 9 month term with a baby in my belly 🤰🏻 I want to go through the whole cravings and stuff. It's very disappointing to know that this treatment depends on whether I become a mom or not.

Now don't get me wrong, I've been preggers before the year I was cleared from the cancer. I became pregnant and didn't even know the one that knew was my mother and I had no clue! Well I ended up losing my twins (boy & girl) at approximately 8 weeks. What sucked about this situation was that it all happened while I was at work and there was a lot of bleeding! EVERYWHERE, I ended up in the ER, but it was too late for that... they were gone! 😔 So yes I have 2 babies in heaven watching over mommy down here and watching her battle this damn disease! 👼🏻💙👼🏻💖 it's hard and its hell battling this!