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Iv known my husband 23 months been married 8 months he is 10 years younger than me 25 and I’m 32 weeks pregnant with his child I have 2 children from previous relationships, my husband is trying to work 2 jobs and is stressed but tonight he just took it to far after An arguement about Work I took his brother and a friend to a job to help him out which he knew about whilst he was on another he started to give me grief in the argument he said I was a fat lying slag, he had been with someone else he accused me of being a cheat (I never have) I love this person and do anything for him he called me fat, ugly waste of space, a shit mother, he opened a can of carlsberg and poured it all over me he started to trash the dining room all over the fact of a txt message telling me his workers were being picked up via taxi after I refused after all of this that I wouldn’t drive another 45 miles to pick them up (1 of these workers is his brother) I haven’t ate much all day as he has made me feel so bad tonight he has sat and ignored me he took his rings off earlier and told me that I meant nothing to him but he is still in my house (in my name) and has gone to bed. I feel so low after all this been said (Iv got self confidence issues anyway) have I done wrong? The txts he sent and things he said were disgusting saying he wishes our baby dies he would punch it out of me and that he will go balls deep in some other lass who he was txting and get her pregnant... am I such a bad person? Do I deserve this