I swear:(

I swear im going to cry if i dont get my BFP this month.. I feel like i have the flu and a sinus infection, have had a headache for the last week, been nauseous for a week last 2 days throwing up when i eat. i went from eatting like crazy a week ago to no appetite. my nose is running like crazy but im getting stuffy.. sore boobs and extremely tired.. :( :( i hope this is my month