Okay. I just need to get something off my chest. So I’ve been dating my boyfriend for 4 months now and believe me, this has been one of the best relationships I have been in. The amount of love I have for him is beyond crazy.

But just this morning I woke up and I read something that made me think of my ex. I’m not saying I miss him or anything. But has anybody ever thought about how their ex is doing and remember all the memories you had with each other despite what happened in the relationship? Because that’s me right now and I’m thinking about him and how he is doing. Me and him haven’t talked for a while but its just a thought that came into my mind. Like I would think of texting him but then I stop myself because I don’t know if it’s a good idea. I mean I just want to know how he is and everything. Is it wrong that I think about him?

( For those who might think I’m doing my man wrong about this, I’m not. Its just a thought and I would never hurt him in any way )