My bf just doesn’t get it

So I haven’t been feeling like myself lately I’ve been really sad & just need time alone . My bday is in a couple of days and I don’t even want to celebrate it anymore I’ve been having a few family issues & just been overthinking my life away & putting myself down so I decided to text my bf and I said “ I wanna be by myself but I dnt wanna end this. I just don’t really wanna tlk or be around anyone or anything your partner is supposed to be there for you or make you feel better but no one can make me feel better rn tbh” & his response was “ Sayless because I can’t deal wit ur mood swings I ain’t do shit to u Idk ur prob but I’m not bout to be doing this on and off shit I just almost broke up wit u before and now u on sum other shit it’s always sum but you don’t want to talk to no one cool atleast you let me kno before I wasted money on u . Not mad at u either u good” like wtf ... how would you even react to his response . I clearly said I don’t want this to end and by saying I don’t want to talk to anyone I mean I don’t want to converse rn. Everything feels like a drag and he just hit me with that response not even a what’s wrong or why do you feel like this. He thinks I mean I want to stop being or talking to him and I explained myself and he said “Read your own message what would you think” like maybe I need some space ?? . What would you say? It’s like I’m not allowed to be sad or have a moment.