I need to vent somewhere

SpicyMami • 👧🏾2k11👼2k18 🌈👶🏽3-2020 👧🏾4-21

So I’ve struggled with infertility since after having my daughter seven years ago. I never thought much of it as I was heavy and attributed it to “weight gain”. Well constant mild cramping during cycle, infertility with fiancé and lack of monitoring from my OBGYN, I finally SAW a reproductive endocrinologist. It was so exhausting but educational. My ob has me on Clomid for FOUR cycles & no monitoring. He had to do emergency ultrasound last month due to extreme uterine pain. He said I had a 1mm cyst on right ovary & no follow up instruction. Fast forward to now. My re was so kind, she listened to my concerns and ensured me she was going to help us reach the goal of having a baby. She did ultrasound since I was in fertile window and in much pain, so much blood work and I’m so happy! I learned that I DO have poly cystic ovaries, my OB shot me down when I mentioned this. I had so many follicles show up on both ovaries, scar tissue from my C-Section and a 19mm cyst on right ovary. She’s going to monitor it as it has grown and can be concerning. Anyways,

I feel hopeful and sad at the same time. To be only 26 and having to go through this all is so scary. I am just glad god sent me to this amazing doctor.