Jealousy

Ki

My husband and I have been ttc since last July. This past April I finally got my bfp, only for it to end in mc. Meanwhile all of my friends have magically become pregnant without even trying. Even though I am extremely happy for them, jealousy is eating me up. My husband thinks it’s awful and selfish of me for being upset that other women are getting pregnant, while I’m not. It’s starting to make me hate him for not taking my side, and being jealous too. I know I might sound like an awful person, but it’s painful. It feels like they’re taking something away from me, even though I know they’re not. Any tips on how to not be selfish?