I feel like everything has led up to him. An abusive ex, two sexual assaults, and a ton of casual hookups with both men and women. My life was in a downward spiral before my first year of college. I lost a lot of trust in people and my depression and anxiety was the worst it had ever been. I almost decided not to attend my first year of school and contemplated suicided. But I somehow convinced myself to go. I’m so glad I did because I’m the happiest I’ve ever been. I met a wonderful man who quickly became my best friend. He taught me that I can trust people and open up. He honestly saved my life. I love him so much and I can’t picture my life without him in it ❤️😊