Not dealing with 2ectopics well

Keria • 👧🏽6-15-15 👶🏽 9/26/19 👧🏾👧🏽 8/20/2020

So I tell my on and off bf , friends , and family I’m ok but after suffering my 2nd ectopic and having to get my right tube fully removed I’m legit not ok in the head 😅 like I’m going through life like everything is fine and doing what I’m supposed to do but at the same time I’m making terrible decisions on a personal level and I honestly don’t know what to do anymore🙄I feel like I’m gunna unravel and lose it