Can someone please help me. I am a high school student and was with this kid I REALLY liked last night and I gave him head and recently someone told me it was good to grab their balls because "it turns them on". So I did and he immediately was like um let's go check on everyone else. So we were sitting next to each other after and he was suddenly acting so distant like I put my head on his shoulder and he like moved away and then went to play basketball, not talking to me. Then he goes " Please never grab someone's balls when u give them head EVER AGAIN, when u did it I said to myself I'm never getting with this girl again" and then he walked away again. My heart literally sank I'm like oh I'm sorry my bad. I REALLY LIKE HIM IM PANICKING. He thinks I'm so weird now like idk what to do. Like I'm really mad at myself because it was the first time I've tried it just bc someone told me to and I wish I never did.

And I texted him last night "sorry" and he's like "yep, never again" and this morning I didn't wanna wake up like I kept forcing myself to fall back asleep even tho I wasn't tired just because I didn't want it to be real. I really fucked up im crying like this kid is perfect and now every chance I had with him is shattered bc of one stupid thing he is turned off by me forever. Someone help me and tell me

1. Do you grab people's balls

2. How to erase this memory because it's ruining my life and I'm just sitting in bed dwelling on it

3. How to get the guy to be turned on by me again and not think I'm weird

4. What to do because I'm really just pissed ofd and want another chance

5. How to get the guy from telling others in weird af