I’m so tired of trying.

I’m so tied of getting negative tests. This is me 32nd month of negative tests. This is HEART BREAKING. Why can’t my body do the one thing it’s supposed to do? Why don’t me and my husband get the chance to raise a baby when irresponsible druggies/ alcoholics/ and teenagers get pregnant DAILEY. People who are trying to prevent pregnancy get quicker than I can! How is that fair? People say “just keep trying?” Or “it will happen when it’s meant to be” I have been trying for over two YEARS! I’m tired or trying! I have never even had the tiniest scare. I’m so tired of this!!!