Struggling to move on after miscarriage

Hello,

I had a missed miscarriage in the spring at 8 weeks. I was so devastated and had a really hard time dealing with it.

We have gone back to trying to concieve, but haven't had any success yet. Every time my period comes I just seem to go back into a depression and my heart breaks even more. I don't want this to consume my life and I don't want to be so sad all the time, but I don't know what to do. It is even worse when I have to be around newborns and pregnant people.

Just wondered if anyone had any advice or any suggestions that helped them?