So me and my partner have had a very stressful start to this year. We had been trying for a over a year with no luck. Then in February we had that amazing positive test jumping for joy and planning everything for our baby to come. sadly we lost at 8 weeks through a natural miscarriage. We was hurt but we continued to try for our rainbow baby. Then in April I had missed my period I did a test and got a very dark positive. This time round we was cautious and went doctors for bloods. they had said all looked great and numbers rising. I then had a small amount of blood and was sent to hospital for a scan (6 weeks) I was told they couldn't find anything so I thought I had miscarried again, until a consultant asked me a hundred questions and said I had to stay in over night as it was an ectopic! again I was not going to have a baby at the end of this. they had to remove my right tube due to rupture! this was the most heart breaking thing for me and my partner. mentally and physically we just couldn't go through it all again! then one night my partner ha stayed up late looking at Facebook and came across the most handsome little man I have seen! it had crossed my mind before but then the realisation that maybe this was meant to be set in! it couldn't have been a more perfect time! this little beauty needed rehoming and after a few visits and bonding he will be ours to take home next week !

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today before seeing him again we went shopping and spoiled our little boy and we can't wait to give him the love and attention we have for our new baby!!