is anyone else sick of the false alarms??

Amelia

so today i woke up to different contractions. the lower area of my stomach was hurting all the way around to my back they were uncomfortable but not painful that i was in tears. i really thought this was it. they were pretty regular and even the contraction timer app said prepare for hospital then 3 hours later they died down. i am so sad. i am 37 weeks and have had the hardest pregnancy. my baby is growing but i have been vomiting almost everything i eat since about week 7. it has never stopped. i havent gained weight and i am always drained cuz i dont have anything in my system. the last time i went to the hospital they said they could tell i was not eating because i have protein in my urine. i feel like she is not healthy for me anymore. i am becoming so depressed but because she is growing and fine they will not induce even though i am diagnosed with cholestasis. i have kept her in long enough that she is healthy. i dont mean to be selfish but when does this pregnancy become unhealthy for me?? i just want her out so we both can be healthy. please pray she comes soon. i dont know how much more i can take