Is anyone scared about being pregnant? Like just reading stories about ruptured placenta and this girl posted on fb about it and posted pictures of her baby that passed, like I’m so scared to just enjoy being pregnant. I haven’t been pregnant in 8 years so it feels brand new again. Everyone tells me to not worry but it’s easier said than done. Or like I’ll clean or do something and my stomach is cramping or I feel a lot of pressure “down there”. And I google so much I know I shouldn’t my fiancé tells me he’s going to restrict my google access 😂🤦🏽‍♀️. I cry a lot in which I’m not really a crier. I’ve never posted on here but talking to family sometimes doesn’t help because they only tell me to stop worrying and stop doing that to myself which its hard when even some friends have lost their babies. So it’s hard to be happy and post about it when I know they are going thru a rough time. I just hope someone would talk to me cuz no one seems to know what I’m going thru. Idk. Thanks for listening ♥️

Edit: thank you everyone for your responses. I really appreciate it and it’s helped me a lot. The anxiety is still there a little but I am trying to smile more and laugh more. And not think about something bad happening. So once again from the bottom of my heart thank you ♥️