Should i stay or go?

MommysAngel

Me n my boyfriend keep fighting, im 5 months pregnant and ive left a few times but came right back. Some days we’re fine and some we just seem to hate each other. I feel like its always an argument over the littlest things. He always swears im doing something wrong or im being sneaky. He takes any argument or situation we’ve had in the past n throws it in my face. He even thought i snuck people into our apartment and swore I was cheating so i set up the baby monitor and he can watch me from anywhere and see around the whole room. Now he is obsessed with it and if it doesnt set a motion alert he thinks i messed with it or deleted stuff or even unplugged it. He swears i move around to much some nights and that i have to be doing something wrong or if i wake up and go to call him he thinks ill text other people. He swears that he hears me typing when we’re on the phone even if my screen is dark. He can get mad n hang up n ignore my call 40 times which yes i know is ridiculous. But im pregnant and emotional and i hate fighting from the jump. If i hang up or dont answer its a big deal. If someone is staring at me he thinks i did something to make them stare at me. I feel like im such a problem to him cause i cant use this app without him thinking im talking to someone else or being sneaky same thing while i watch netflix all day. He makes me feel insecure cause he stares at every girl that walks by but its a huge ordeal if i happen to glimps at a man just because they walked by or something and i just seen them because they are in my surroundings while he is lookn at bitches asses. Lord i dont know what to do. I left and went back to my mothers and for the longest we didn’t even get along. Now its a problem because im talking to her i guess idk. But i want us to work but i keep going back and keep ending up hurt so idk what to do anymore. I just needed to vent. Ive asked several times if he wanted to go to counseling with me n he will say he knows he needs help but wont go anyways. Idk someone just help me