Hi

I am looking for some support or similar stories to mine. I am 23 with a very high powered job, traveling all over the UK.

This amoungst few other things broke down my relationship, so now I am single. In a world where being 20 something is confusing, and there is a lot of pressure to have a good job, trying for a baby, getting married and moving out. I have nothing but a good job of which, life isn’t about work life is about living.

I have no family and friends, I don’t have any family or friends distance to reach out to. I am very lonely, and everyone just needs someone to talk to, someone to feel loved or needed by. I am making the conscious effort of going to the gym, I am starting to read magazines and doing more of what I enjoy, I have reached out to local bars to see if they need any staff of a weekend to keep me busy but I can’t help to stand and watch, no matter where or when how happy people are, with there friends, partners. How have I got into this lonely rutt? I have tried online dating but the guys I’ve speaking to don’t understand in the week I don’t have time to message back and loose intrest very quickly.

There is no light at the end of the tunnel for me it seems, I am trying everything even online dating which I’m not ready for. I’m tired of waking up and going to bed crying, I need a purpose to my life and I can’t stop thinking about having a child of my own.

I don’t know what this post is for, maybe cry for help, maybe to get off my chest and I probably won’t get any responses but this has made me feel just 2% better. If anyone has any advise or comments let me know x