Genually happy for the first time

Ja

Usually, i makeout with someone and sex crosses my mind like i want it to happen. Last night, i was with this really sweet guy and we made out and yes, sex did cross my mind but not in like omg i want it now type of way. Like if it happens it happens type of way. This guy makes me really happy and idk where this is gonna go but i hope it lasts 😭🤧