Still depressed

Well, I’m still super depressed and I don’t know why I’m always surrounded by my family but I really don’t get to see anyone that’s not included. Even then I don’t get to see my grandparents which I basically grew up around and I moved to Florida a little over a year ago and I still miss them. My family is falling apart. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like I’m useless. I’ve been thinking about running away but I don’t have anywhere to go and I can’t go all the way to Indiana by walking. If anyone have any advice at all, that might help please reach out to me. I guess I answered why I’m depressed but I still need help controlling it. So, please help.