Help!!

Hi ladies

So a bit of a long one here but I need some advise.

About to leave on a week long vacay, where I would love to not have a cocktail!! Haha because I wish I was pregnant. Which his been a struggle for me for weeks, as my current cycle is I believe 51 days long?... I haven’t had AF since June 2-5!

So anyway, I have had ‘LH surges’ multiple times throughout this cycle, and multiple negative pregnancy tests, my most recent ‘surge’ was 9 days ago and we did use it as an opportunity to try and conceive, although I have take two pregnancy tests since, which were both BFNs.

Ultimately I’m wondering if in your opinions I should stay away from things like drinks, seafood, etc incase I am pregnant?... I have a strong feeling I’m not. 😔

Side note has anyone ever had an experience like this and wound up pregnant??? ☺️ if not that’s okay but I would love some hope.✨✨✨

Just looking for a little support/advise ☺️

And yes I do have a doc appt booked for as soon as I’m back cuz ether I’m pregnant or something is up with me!