1st appt HELP!!!

Tamasezha • FTM😍💓feb.20.2k19👶🏽❤️

Sooo I go see my doctor tomorrow my 1st official appointment with my OB and I don't have a single clue whats gonna be going on I haven't seen or heard my babies heart beat and I'm 9 weeks and 3 days well 4 days tmr but thats not the point they keep saying I'm having a check up but wtf are you checking?? No one is telling me if they are checking my baby they just say they are checking me see how im doin wellllllllllll I'd be doin a lot better if I knew my baby had a heartbeat or not 😒 I'm probably just nervous and over reacting but i don't know honestly I just wanna hear my kids heartbeat let all my problems go for a lil while give my heart stability for a chance what do you guys think what was your first appointment like?