Not sure

I might have an abortion, but it’s not for me it’s for the father. I cried last night when he told me I had to have one but I still told him I dont know yet that I might keep it even if we have to break up .

I’m currently locked in our room crying because I’m torn on what to do . I know I can’t possibly bring a child into this world with how things are right now , but then again after having a mc this is all I wanted .