Please read. Depressed and alone

I am wanted,

I am needed,

These are the words,

That were repeated,

You are special,

You have reason,

Then why do I feel

Like I have no meaning,

I am pretty,

I am not insecure,

Then why do I feel

Like a prisoner,

Someone help

Cause I can’t trust,

Does my boyfriend actually care,

Or is it lust,

My body’s perfect,

I am not fat,

Then why do I feel

Like I’m not worth this or that,

I feel alone,

The world is grey,

Maybe I shouldn’t live

To see another day.