Alone......

Amber • Infertile and depressed

So far my journey has been so unbelievably lonely... No one seems to have any similar experiences to mine in the slightest. There is no group for people conceiving with donated sperm or eggs, unless you count the infertility groups, but I don't suffer from infertility, so I don't identify with them in any way. When I search sperm donor I get either posts from 2 years ago, or people referring to their exes as sperm donors. There are no forums, no blogs, no chat rooms, nothing. I got so desperate for advice, I tried to join a YAHOO GROUP- and it was abandoned. that's how low I've sunk. it's like this big taboo thing when it's something super common? Idk, I just feel like such an outsider.