Alone and trying to be strong

This is not something I would normally do. My fiancé has recently been sent to prison for 18 months for violating probation. He drank and that is a no no, especially when in drug court. He has a problem with drinking so I know that this is best for him. It has been so rough lately we have a four year old who doesn’t understand everything that is going on. I don’t have any family around me and I am doing everything myself. I hate that he did this but still love him. I am feeling like I don’t know how I can do this another day sometimes. Thanks for letting me post and if you even reading it. I just needed to get out some thoughts and feelings. No one really understands unless you have went through it.