I’ve been threw foster homes and beaten I am finally in a forever home but had bad bullying and so I changed to this school that was soupose to help me but instead the teachers where sexual and so where the kids I was easily used and stuff I knew about sex and how to do things and yes I wanted to try sexual things but sometimes o wasn’t ready. I dated this boy that was older than me at the time I was 13 he was 16 and I turned 14 he always forced me into sexual things like headjobs in class and all this stuff one day he brought me into this building and tried having sex it didn’t even go on all the way but I was whimpering and saying stop he wouldn’t stop he said it’s in don’t worry. And I bled a lot for a whole week. Is that rape? If it didn’t go inside me. It’s a traumatizing expirence and I have high anxiety so.