Feeling ugly after historectomy and c section.

I had my baby on the 13th and I know I just had surgery and it'll take time to heal but I can't help but to cry when I look in the mirror at my body, I hate it so much not only am I fat in the stomach area but I also had to have a historectomy because I had placenta accreta and so I had to have staples going up my stomach so I'll have a scar as well can you even flatten your stomach after a hist? 😒😒 it's making me feel super insecure I get a bit jealous when there's girls around and their skinny and nothing is wrong with their body's I feel like my Husband checks them out I'm sure or thinks their way hotter and I'm just ugly now. Probably just something I'm going to have to live with.