Today I have hit an emotional wall. I’m so anxious, worried, overwhelmed, and plain exhausted (physically, mentally, emotionally, socially...)

I want to cry and scream. I want a crystal ball.

I don’t want to walk or bounce or eat spicy foods or shove evening primrose oil you know where or have sex any more.

I’m tired of trying. I’m tired of the constant pain. I’m tired of the “when are you due?” Questions

40 weeks and 6 days gone... IMO forever to go.

Sorry for the pitty party and the constant posts. Idk why but posting to a community who is all goin through their own issues just feels better than bottling it up inside. Thanks for listening.