I feel like such an idiot because when I was younger I was so smart and I would win so many spelling bees and place in the top of almost everything and I loved to read but now I can’t keep myself interested in any kind of book and I can’t spell anymore, even the simplest words, and I can’t do math and I suck at studying I just can’t remember anything and I’m not involved in any activities so it feels like there’s nothing I’m good at and I’m so sad I feel like I can’t do anything anymore