I’m so fake. I act like I have everything together and I love myself but I don’t. I hate my body, I hate my boobs, I hate my butt, I hate my stupid girl parts, I hate everything that makes me look like a girl. All I want is to be a guy, all want is to just be in a relationship with a nice guy who makes me feel good about myself and being trans, all I want is to get out of my stupid body. I have so many mental stuff going on nobody takes me seriously for, severe depression, anxiety, paranoia, and me being ADHD are the only things people say I have but it’s so much more. My depression has led to the anxiety leading to the paranoia leading to several severe body image issues including identity issues and mild bipolar disorder and so many other things. My whole life is just a huge spiral of lies.