Cycle 24 and so done

4 DPO in cycle 24... we are 22 perfectly healthy. No fertility issues but I can’t fucking get pregnant. My best friend accidentally got pregnant like 18 months into my hubby and. I trying and that’s been impossible to deal with. I’m happy for her of course but why I’m the fuck can’t it be me??? It’s getting to be to much honestly. We always have sex when I’m ovulating and it’s never a chore, we enjoy it obviously. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so tired of the heartbreak every month. If my period comes in 10 days like it’s supposed to I’m honestly just going to talk to my doctor about birth control (which we clearly don’t even need since we’ve been actively trying for 2 fucking years and can’t get pregnant) I’m so sad ladies..