I feel like a failure... I am disappointed in myself

Pa

I am 17 weeks pregnant and its been difficult for me. Every day it’s a challenge getting up going to work being a mom/wife/student. I enrolled in two 6 week college courses. I had an A on both classes for 4 weeks. Last week I got extremely ill again with my morning sickness. Doctor put me out of work it was bad now I’m failing both my classes and they end in 2 days. My instructors were aware I was extremely ill but due to the fast pass course they cannot do anything to help. Which I understand. I am just so disappointed that for 4 weeks straight As only for the last 2 weeks to throw it all away. I want to cry so bad. I don’t even want to tell my fiancé about it because I know he will also be disappointed. This pregnancy has been hard since the beginning and it continues to be tough. I just want to cry every day for

How miserable and terrible I feel. 😭 I just pray that god gives me the strength each day but It’s hard. I just had to vent ladies. I am up trying to do as much work as I can to catch up. I hope it works. Even a C would be ok for me. Pray for me please