who else out there is the same

mum to 2 beautiful children

Period was meant to start yesterday but it hasn't trying my hardest not to get my hopes up but every time I go to the toilet and see nothing I can't help but smile and start to think this might just be my month but then I think you've been late loads of times before got your hopes up and then the evil bitch shows her stupid ugly face, then the tears start and you just want to give up trying I just feel trying for baby number 2 is just like an evil circle that I just can't seem to get out of been 3 and a half years of ttc for baby number 2 and I'm just getting the feeling it's never going to happen