Today I ate a pint of Ben and jerrys non dairy brownie ice cream, I ate ramen which was disgusting and yummy at the same time, I called the suicide hotline and talked to this gentleman from Nebraska and he gave me great advice! I have been watching movies all night and will sleep in the middle of my bed. This month has fucked with me and I'm going to try and take it with stride.

My first night sleeping without my babycats and I'm not even worried anymore, I know they're still mine. Slowly getting over the fact no one told me they were brought to the new house. I was worried that if my boyfriend thinks we're no longer together he'll fuck one of his ex's since he's mentally unstable right now, but fuck letting my thoughts get to me. I hope he gets on meds and the counseling he needs, and I'm going to focus on my job interview coming up in a few days. Here's to changes