Day after day I think hope and pray about having a baby. Month after month I think this is it my time is here. I’m gonna see those two pink lines. I think this is gonna be it I have the symptoms. Only to see a BFN, I look at it swear I see a line then post it only to hear it’s negative. It just makes me so tired like maybe I should give it up and realize that I’m not gonna have a baby until it’s my time and I should just stop hoping.