It’s so hard!!

Jade

I’m sat here thinking (which is never a good thing) I need to stop tracking on this app and opks but I can’t help it. I want our baby back! Why did it have to be me! I want us to finally have our family!! It’s my 3 month ttc after our mmc and d&c.; I’m trying so hard to not think about it. Even planning a holiday in he hope it’s happens sooner. What is wrong with me!!!