Advice needed.

Imani

So I need advice, my mom has 4 kids and I’m basically the middle lol however you’d like to put it and I feel like she hate me for some reason. She talk to all of her other kids, share happiness and be around them but for some reason she talk to me when she feels like it (I live with her). It makes me angry and anxious because how can you act as if I’m not around or as if I’m not your child? I try speaking to her and she’ll talk but not with excitement something like brushing me off especially when I ask her questions. I’m not sure what to do. Any tips or advice?