So this all started a month ago when my boyfriend and I broke up. We had been together for 3 years and sometimes it wasn’t the best but when we were together it was amazing. (We were long distance.) then it came to a tipping point where he was super busy and wasn’t putting in the effort I was, he wasn’t there for me emotionally when I needed him and he called me hyper emotional about a disorder that I have seen make my brother stop breathing. But him and I still talk sometimes. And I’ve been feeling like I just want to disappear, I want to runaway from everything and everyone and go somewhere else. But the thing is, no where feels like home. I’m in the state I was born in and I feel nothing, I go back to FL I feel nothing, and when I was in WA visiting him, I felt nothing. I have no attachments anywhere.

I have no home.

It felt like he was my home but now that’s over.

I just want to disappear and never come back.

Sorry for ranting