the wait...

Hi, I have been TTC for 9 months. No children yet. this month felt different in a lot of ways. I had a super sharp pain in my abdomen 2 weeks ago that radiated to my lady bits for 2 mins and then disappeared. i haven't been late in over a year. I am now 2 days late but still getting a negative. I have been cramping for the past 2 days as well with clear discharge. no other signs besides the cramps. the wait is killing me because I lost all hope and now I have so much. any advice???? I haven't been stressed until today! and I know I should try not to stress!