i hate my life

i hate my life, everything goes wrong and it feels like i can’t talk to anyone. i am an overweight person and if i stay the night over someone’s house and i forgot a piece of clothing my friends can’t lend me anything because i’m fat and they are all skinny (not doing this for attention, i’m 14 and weigh 200 pounds) i feel like nobody ever wants to be friends with me and i can’t say anything to anyone about this because they just say “me too” or “yeah same” and go on talking about their lives.