Don’t know how to feel.

I’m currently 10 weeks pregnant with my second. My daughter just turned 1 last month. My SO is happy and I’m happy but I feel so judged by my family. I’ve only told my closest family and not even a congratulations.. kind of just... oh wow. We haven’t told his family yet and I don’t even want to now. We’re not married yet and I don’t know if that is part of it but I’m starting to feel ashamed. I literally cry everyday. My sister who is a year younger than me is married and has 5 month old. Now she is thinking about another after making me feel so bad that my daughter is only 1 and I feel everyone is going to be so happy for her. I’m not expecting as many congratulations as with my daughter, but babies are blessings and I love being a mom. I wish this wasn’t getting to me as much.